so being sick sucks ass. I eat a shit lot on thursday and was down to 120.6 on friday, yesterday i eat maybe...800 complete max yet i'm bloated and 121.6 now and i hurt and it sucks. So i'm at work freezing my ass off and so fucking jittery and nausious i can barely type and i do NOT want to try and stand up that just makes me wanna puke.

I want to get a hot water bottle and sit in a warm bathroom with my back against a radiator and just puke until theres nothing left.

Sadly i'm at work for the next 3 hours 45 minutes. Sigh.

It's lunch time now, i've already had two bowls of corn flakes (i was too weak to walk to work) some random chocolate spread (because im a pig) and then 2 bits of toast with butter and marmalade. Oh an don't forget tea. Fucking fantastic. Like i actually eat butter.

Seriously i keep sneezing and coughing and just generally being diseased.

Just kill me now i hate this so much.

God knows what andrews going to bring for lunch. he hates me having the heater on my my hands are turning to ice. My legs were so cold yesterday that i had the hairdryer on them till it died out and i still couldn't feel a fucking thing. I don't care how poor i am, i'm going to boots after my shift for some more vitamins. At least i'll feel like i'm doing something that way.

xoxo