have what are probably hunger cramps. that or like...stomach cancer...O_o (jokes! lol sorry not funny)

made instant mash and tea. i have no idea why i thought that would help but i couldn't eat anything solid its too late.

it totally hasn't helped. well it took my mind off things for a bit.

will be perversly happy going to sleep in pain tonight.

still totally just chilling out and enjoying the downtime.

i miss my puppies alot. i always miss them when im relaxing.

will try and phone my brother today (well when i wake up w/e) and write some essay.