300 before my exam (chocolate & huge bowl of crunchy nut)
100 at work (richard gave me chocolate)

dinner was deep fried breaded camembert & chips. fuckingholyhell.

((just gave cammy the housemaids keys...probably shouldn't have.))


so 1500? nah it's got to be more. i'll say 1800. Jesus im just gonna have to accept it. Today was last day of exams maybe i deserve some fucking cheese.

119.2 this morning. Would have lost but i don't think i will now. no big deal, can just exercise alot of the holidays when im in the flat alone. looking forward to it.

((scratched my arm up yesterday, kind of sad to see the marks going down.))

Hope sandie feels better soon. Feel shit i can't do anything to cheer her up.

xoxo

breaded mushrooms stuffed with garlic mayonnaise. Could even have been deep fried. With chips. And to top it off: 144 cal worth of sprite.

Words cannot describe how disgusting i feel.

1500 at least.

Just want to be free of myself.



Wish i could go missing for a while.



xoxo