so im starting from scratch. it's going to be awesome. going to flush myself out with water tonight i think. Have awesome fic to read, some christmas cards to write and a whole bottle of diet coke waiting for me at home in the fridge!

I'm going to be so fucking tiny i swear to god i will be able to count my bones. Really fucking excited to actually work at my life. i think this weekend at home actually helped me sort my head out. thank fucking god.

Need to clear my system out from all this "comfort eating" this week. Skin is seriously skanky. The scale is going to be sad times tomorrow but i need to know where i am to motivate my fat ass! Need to go on the crosstrainer more since i'm not walking as much over the holidays.

on 700 (approx) but it's only just afternoon and hopefully this means i won't have to have anything at all tonight. very fucking excited.

Oh and cobra got postponed so i have an unknown amount of time to get thin enough to fit into those nice pinstripe trousers. Yey for that!


ok so i'll just overly happy today! can't wait to get back to my flat and cosy and just be really fucking hungry tonight.

xoxo