this thing is my chest is like destroying my lungs. I couldn't sleep for like an hour last night just for being like raspy. it was like wtf? It's sort of making me want to be sick alot. I haven't thrown up though.

So yesterday i eat like a fuckton of food right? This morning I was like 120.6. So either the scales are lying or my body is having a complete spazz. My digestion is still pretty fucking upset at me. I deserve all of this shit though so i'm not that bothered. Went to be at midnight then got up at 1pm today. Way to waste my life right? I need to try and get some studying done but as ever i can't make myself feel motivated.

I'm looking forward to wrok tomorrow. The computers might still be fucked and it's gonna be busy and i've never even fucking worked a morning shift before and it's with Andrew and whilst he's nice can you say high strung much? I don't even know what the food situation will be like on a morning shift.

I'm not sure if any of this makes sense i just feel like i want to be back in bed. I want to snuggle up and watch halloween movies. Not eat candy though obviously. It's half past one and i've had cereal today, well done me. It's due to sleeping in till like one though obviously but heh, beggars can't complain.

The fact that i have a remote control for my laptop sort of creeps me out slightly.

xoxo