idek. Dunno what im on today. Been really lazy and haven't done anything except sit around at work and eat chocolate. I'd love a week without any junk around. I'd love to have this fat leave me. Feel crappy but Eliza's gone home today. House will be a little quieter tomorrow. Don't know exactly when Ella is leaving. Going to finish getting presents etc tomorrow i think.

God wish i could be fucking well starving. Maybe if i don't have anything else i'll be a little hungry tomorrow?

1500 or something. i actually just don't know. Can feel my fat rolls on my tummy. its repulsive. Boo hiss boo have skinny jeans and tight fob shirt to wear home. Gonna look like a fat cow in them. same as fucking ever.

Seriously if i didn't comfort eat i would be so much happier. the "comfort" part of it is just complete bullshit.

Also we're now going to linz's not pizza hut. Which is shit i was so fucking prepared to eat out now its gonna be fucking junk food and alcohol calories. fuck my life.

xoxo